This Weekend

Is going to be off the charts amazing.

Thursday (Yes, thats the weekend): Second Frat Party of the Year

Friday: OFWGKTA show with some of my best friends and then spending the night in Berkeley

Saturday: UCLA Game, RedZone

Yes!

Stanford

I'm here.

Yes, I am here in Stanford. I have actually been here for eight days. That length of time is surprising to me, cause it surely does not feel that way. Part of me feels like I just got here, and that I am still adjusting and that everything is till new and exciting and unique in every possible way. The other side of me feels so welcome, so at home, so at peace here that I feel I have been here all my life, and this is where I belong.

This is really strange, but I love it.

I love everything about this new place, and that is as far as I will elaborate about that aspect on this post.

I do miss some things from home. I miss my parents, and my brother. I won't let them know that yet, but I do miss them. I miss some of my friends, those that left before me, and those I left behind.

I really do look forward to seeing certain friends again, when I head back down or possibly when they come to visit me.

Missing them has not stopped me from being myself here though, and I am actively making friends and pursuing what I enjoy here. Freedom is wonderful, and I can confidently say that I am embracing it in the best of ways.

Twain love, Stanford love, as well as Tustin love.

Worth it!

She knows how to make me smile, and feel on top of the world.

And that makes everything worth it.

Sleep

As much as I have praised it and searched for it tonight, I cannot find it.

I think i will be able to watch the sunrise without seeing sleep tonight.

What

What the hell am I thinking?

This is everything I wanted for the last 6 months, and more.

Why the fuck should I be unhappy? I have to enjoy this all now!

Gawd,

I really work myself into a mess sometimes.
Sleep should do the trick.

Insomnia

Is clearly getting the better of me.

Mind wandering, heart racing, and sheets stirring.

Sleep looks attractive right now.

Brandon is Gone.

I have no male friends from my Senior Year left in Tustin!

1 week

Crunch Time

Talk about preparation for college:

I am torrenting every possible thing I can right now. Before its too late!

Brainfeeder

I think I downloaded like every single album every artist on the Brainfeeder label has.

This is my type of music, no joke. This is what spins my wheels. I know like 95% of everyone doesn't feel the same way about it. But this is my favorite type of music.

Brainfeeder

I Don't Even Know

What to think anymore,

but I know that tonight made me happier than I have been in a while.

I missed that, so bad. Music = Love.

That was Good.

Scratch, that was great.

As if a load was pulled off my back, I feel at peace.

Everyone was wrong, and my gut was right. I knew it to be so. And now I can smile, sit back, and be at peace with myself and you.

Time to live!

No Need to Elaborate

Sorry.

Life is so sadly unfair.

Long Distance

Is it possible?

Cause I am trying to figure this out for so many reasons, and nobody knows them but me.

Supreme

Drove all the way to Hollywood today with my homies. Stood in line outside to get in. Got sketchy looks from people.

I took a picture of the shop and posted to Instagram. It was quite the experience, so I had to document. I like the picture.
/http://instagr.am/p/ML5Iv/

Bought my hat.
It is the best hat ever, quite original. Fun day.

Tustin vs Foothill

Tonight was the Tustin vs. Foothill game. The infamous cross town rivalry that marks the beginning of the school year and the beginning of the football season.

I, still not yet moved into school yet, attended.

As has been the trend, Tustin won, and I celebrated. But as all the current seniors went to rush the field, I stopped. I figured that was their thing, this was their time, and it was my turn to participate in other new things. They could rush the field and celebrate like they should, I would move on to do something else.

Weird feeling and weird thought at a weird time; but I thought it was worth sharing.

I guess this is growing up.

Suddenly

Suddenly things are seeming to be good for me, I am a lot happier.

It's strange how one little aspect of my life changes, and my whole outlook on life becomes increasingly more positive.

I hadn't done any of the summer assignments for Stanford the entire summer, but as of tonight I am on page 170 of one of my books I need to read.

I hadn't researched any of the classes I planned on taking at Stanford the entire summer, but as of yesterday I signed up for a new seminar course called: "Computers and Photography- From Capture to Share."

I had an Alcohol Education course for Stanford, I just finished that too.

I for some reason feel so much better, like I have things to look forward to, instead of dwelling on the past or penting up my frustration.

Just look at my posts from the last month and a half, they are so depressing. Ugh, that was a bad phase.

Unless this good thing suddenly changes for me, I don't think I will be posting stuff like that anytime soon.

I think the worst you will hear from me is homesickness.

I am an emotional being, and my emotions obviously are dictating my life in a much more positive direction.

I like this.

September 1st

Its Septemeber 1st.

High schoolers return to school today, in fact in only a few hours.

My brother is now 16, and a junior in high school. I lament the fact that he is taller than me. He is starting to actually have to shave. His voice is almost indistinguishable from mine on the phone.

I leave to Stanford in 18 days. 18 days, what the fuck. Thats so scary, and fun, and mind-blowing, and ridiculously new.

Just writing this now is sorta giving me the chills.

I am going to see OFWGKTA again at the end of this month, along with my friends who are gone to different colleges. That should be quite the experience as well. Its all drawing so close.

Time is flying by me, and I am just happy to be along for the ride.

Should be a good month.