Normal

Is it ironic that I find it difficult to return to normal?

Like to feel normal, to think normal, just to live normal.

I just feel so out of whack with myself. Like something is off that should be on. And I cant find the switch.

Or maybe I know where the switch is, and I just cant reach it anymore, like it has moved on.

I am not even sure, but I know this:

That I want to return to normal again, feel myself, feel that way I know I should.

Stop going to sleep at night feeling empty, and waking up feeling doubtful.

Normalcy, the concept alone is simple, yet so easy to achieve for myself now.