Everything anybody has ever told me about you, all those negative things they said to try to prove to me that simple fact, they have all become realized to me as truths.
Maybe I couldn't see it as true before for some weird reason, like I was somehow blinded from the obvious.
But that veil seems to be lifted, cause tonight I saw it firsthand and raw.
I saw it, and I recognized it, and it hit me like a truck. It was as if suddenly all those people told me everything they told me before, but instead of ignoring it all I paid attention.
And it was hard as hell to comprehend. But it truly made sense.
For a second, you showed some true maturity, and I thought you had proved me and everyone else wrong. For a brief period of time, I was so proud of you.
Then you proved it all over to me.
That your immaturity still has a hold of you.
That you can't handle what I want emotionally.
That now is definitely not a time that we can be together, cause you. Not me, you.
And part of that is a relief. Cause I can know all that I put into this was not worthless, and that I am capable of something worth committing to.
But also its sad. Cause I know if you were mature enough, we would be really happy.
I say this in the best way possible, grow up. And one day you will see what I have been feeling this whole time.
Bye, -----.
Tonight, you proved it to me.
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